I can’t believe it still hurts. That one particular injury still hurts like hell. I remember how hard I cried and how long I stayed down; how much help I tried to get and all the things I had to do just to get rid of the pain. Lo and behold, it still hurts.
I understand it takes time to heal broken body parts and some kind of therapy is involved. I exercised the weak muscle caged within my chest many times. In fact, I even tried to carve in more injuries and wounds just to mask that throbbing pain but it still hurts the most.
I don’t even know how to use it anymore. Its useless and I just want to pull it out of my chest and just stop trying to fix it. I need a new heart. Someone please give me a new heart.